Scrapbook - creative process thoughts
A lot of my ideas come from reading. There is so much information out there that is helpful for growth. Just 10 mins a day reading regularly gives me ideas that I can integrate and evaluate. Some fit, some don’t but the effort is worth the time! I especially find inspiration from books with ideas that are sustaining. Anything where I can answer positively to the question: will this information seem important in a few years? If the answer is yes then…
So a small idea, that of course is nothing new but fits where I am at right now: I am doing the preparation for my next project on Populism (more to come as it develops). There are many steps that I am taking here. The idea of what I want to create is pretty concrete. After putting in much conceptual work, I am in a creation phase with the ideas before I get into the studio. It’s a place where it is less about thinking, and more about creating. So by creating, I mean brainstorming all the possibilities on many levels within the framework ie. what are all the variations of the idea, different ways to express it or mix up its elements. What I’ve found in this part of creation, inspired by Adam Grants research, is quantity is key. Some variations I will like, some will be rejected, some will fit, some will be squeezed out. The more there is to choose from, the wider and further I can go.
One thing that helps with generating quantity is something we all did in school. The scrapbook. And these days a digital one! It’s simple really. Not just collecting and writing down thoughts, but a collage scrapbook of interesting pictures, books, videos, ideas, blog posts, dates, anything that has to do with the theme. Collecting them and collating them.
An example: yesterday I found plays by Aristophanes about demagogues with text that inspired me. I was reading through the acharnians and the knights. His text uses Mockery, blasphemy, parody and scatological in his plays about populists. How could I engage with this type of expression in my work? Does it fit? Maybe… The point being here is a new angle that I can use. Perhaps a wide stretch to what I am doing, but also another possibility.
Another example: I have been collecting pictures of Populists and demagogues through history. Their physical expression, poses, gestures, images that we all know, a physical characterisation. Yes, their posture is in my head, but having an example in front of me means I need less imagination (then energy and effort) to reproduce them. I also can use the image as a point of reference to start from to interpret in movement.
A point of observation: in general I think there isn’t too much new to create, there are more new perspectives on the old. This is where I am angling at right now. By using assemblage to create a fresh perspective on something that is present and known. I am connecting the pieces in a different way and drawing on ideas from different areas to present a new perspective.
Präsenz dance creation reflection
Well. It’s been a wonderful journey. So much has happened and I have grown so much in the idea. I started out wanting to explore what presence is and it diverted along many paths, coming around in different directions as I explored and made the piece.
It started as a theme a year ago. Added purpose. Many ideas came and went. Peter Brooks books and also Jacques Lecoqs’ takes were inspiring, as was the whole idea of spontaneous art - Happenings. - things occurring live in the moment. My trip to New York shined some light. I went to a jazz club and listened to a great concert. But it was what happened after the concert that left the biggest impression. In this basement club with room for maybe 100 people max, the musicians did a jam session. The atmosphere was electric, and so in tune, musicians coming and going, improvising, really there in the moment, in tune. It fascinated me. The way that they responded to each other and kept everything going with such quality.
So presence wasn’t just me here in the moment filling the room with my energy, but the response I give to the world around me. Step in Giles Deluxe and his philosophy “Stay in motion, despise conformity, embraces difference, create your own values and identity, make connections, experiment, seek something new.” It all fit so well together to happenings and creating in the moment.
The one thing that I hung onto in conceptualising the project was the need for a goal. A need to create something that has quality, rather than frivolity. And that is what I did. All creation needs a framework, when it is completely free it is just for play and this has a value in itself. In my art, I am creating for a goal to present and connect to others. A completely open result in my opinion would be less directed and of lower quality due to what one can do through repetition reflection and refinement.
The basis for all the choreography and the music in the piece was responding in the moment. The response exercise I posted gave much of the movement. It was even said that most the improvisation looked choreographed. My thought is that is what happens when you have a specific purpose that is not a dream away but ready, aware and receptive - present.
In retrospect this can also be confusing to the audience. I think it is something where it you are not too sure what to make of it. It is at a level where it looks set, but is it? There is a harmony in the moment, connections between the dancers and their movement, yet it is also not directed in a clear direct refined way. The advantage is it grows in the moment allowing for the suspense that live creation has. Something to think about for the next pieces if I choose to go this way.
Writing the concept for funding helped in clearing exactly what I wanted to do with the theme. Of course budgets limited some aspects of the realisation, though I wouldn’t say that much ended up different.
Once I had a clear plan of combining the body and different elements as a major aspect of the theme, the rest fell into place. It was clear what I wanted to do and then it was only working out the details. I think there was much that could have changed, but at the same time staying true to the concept was in itself a task and in the end it all worked well.
There were many firsts for me. Of course in the ideas. I set myself a challenge to work with live music and musicians. I am grateful for the collaboration with Roland and Arne. They were the right two people to have as part of the project. Improvisational wizards, yet able to keep things in enough order for the dancers to dance to. The best of both worlds. As a first experience for me in my creations it worked really well. I now have an experience from which in the future as reference to work from. It’s not that I don’t/didn’t know what to do. It’s about having the confidence, clarity and decisiveness to get quicker to results and know what I want. Also how to express it to them. This experience was very valuable. The energy their music brought to the piece was amazing, and they were so flexible and easy to work with. I’d love more rehearsals to be able to realise more depth and detail, still I was very satisfied with the results. The desire is there to take everything further and I hope to do so when the next opportunity presents itself.
In general the piece for me was about trying out new things and ways of working, connecting with different types of art whether it be musicians or using text in a crossover form. In many ways I have planted seeds that will grow as I make my next pieces. This part of the experience and personal growth has been awesome.
I think another thing I learned is that there is so many different ways to go. So much variety and so many ideas where I really only just scratched the surface of what they could be. Something interesting was that I felt quite sad after the performances finished, struggling to let go of the piece. In searching for answers as to why, it struck me that a lot of the ideas felt like they were just beginning to grow. There is a huge thirst in me to take it all further and develop each part in much more depth and detail. This is something that may happen if the chance presents itself to repeat the project. Let’s see.
Most thankful I am for all the support I received. In some ways this felt like my idea that I was directing. And it was. Though in comparison to other projects this was quite one sided in the conceptualisation. I knew what I wanted to do and implemented it, drawing in the people, the funding, the resources to be a part of it and make it happen.
Sometimes I am inspired by the people and bring their ideas onto stage. This time the artistic vision was was more or less me. Within the framework I integrated the inspiration of others. Much of the movement was created in collaboration with the dancers through improvisational tasks that brought out authentic movement. It all fit within the set framework that I gave. The overarching ideas were mine, the implementation a collaboration.
And here I am, about to embark on a new project that is kind of out of my comfort zone again. And nice so. I love it! Pushing my own edge. Gaining on the experience gained. Do the things that scare you! This next one does… I will put in a lot of effort to realise it and that is exciting. I love things where I don’t really know how they are going to work out, where there are risks involved and where I am challenged to expand and grow. It’s been that way with presence and the new project will be even more so. New areas and themes, ways of expressing ideas. I am challenged to use my knowledge and skills and to build on them. I am challenged to try, fail and reassess. I am challenged to expose myself to things that I don’t know or am not necessarily very good at yet. And this I love. Growth is such an integral part of being alive.
Katharina Bopp, Anna Menzel, Grit Schade and Janin Sameith - Photo R. Fischenick
Some general growth thoughts
Things that I love that I have relearned recently:
Do the things I love
A teacher needs to teach
A choreographer needs to choreograph
A dancer needs to dance
Get to work!
Every class, every rehearsal, every small decision counts.
Be in sync with my needs. What do I really want to do right now?
The body knows, I just need to listen.
Take every opportunity in the moment. Make the most of them.
Put myself in the best position possible - it creates many opportunities.
Slay resistance! It’s just resistance, slaying it is the fun part!
Do the uncomfortable - these things bring me the most growth.
No matter how silly it is, give it a go! Give it a try and you’ll be surprised what you find!
Lack of focus is a good sign, it’s a beginning and only gets better the more I move in.
Be bold, be decisive, be wrong, be able to change.
Start with lots of ideas, quantity not quality.
Generate lots of iterations of an idea, then refine later.
Go hard in the beginning, then let creative procrastination take over, to sort through the results. Come again fresh.
Sometimes it is a step back that is needed, to take greater steps forward.
It’s not what I achieve, but the way there. Learn from the process.
Be happy with failure as a great learning experience. Plaster it on the wall and use its emotion as motivation!
Shower Essay
I love this idea: the top idea in your mind is the one that you think about when you are in the shower. There is a fantastic essay from Paul Graham that explains it in detail http://www.paulgraham.com/top.html
The premise: of all the things pay our attention to do during the day, it is in the shower that the most important ideas for us personally come to the surface! As I think about it, it has huge resonance.
I guess it’s that moment where you allow your mind to drift. A place where by drenching yourself with water and connecting through the senses to your body, you are centring in the moment physically. This act connects you with the present moment releasing control of your thoughts. It’s a space where the mind naturally flows! Enter subconscious, ambient thought, where things percolate and ideas come forward, that which is important to you is able to rise to the surface.
I must admit that until I read the essay I was less aware of the shower moments importance. Of course I have now started watching and consciously taking note of what I am thinking about in the shower. Intuitively I know that a lot of great ideas do come in the shower. There is also a lot of self talk that comes up for me. Things like sharing ideas with people and making sense of situations that I find are important. A lot of planing also rise to the surface. Future based creativity and planing for the day ahead and longer term.
And what better time is there than in the shower to let the mind do its work? It happens every morning and isn’t an extra time related option. The shower is a regular and part of my daily routine. Sure it’s usually short (I’m a cold shower fan), yet long enough to let my thoughts wander. This morning my mind drifted to thoughts about my daughter and how proud I am of her growth. She took the bus home by herself (with friends) last night and at 10 that’s a great achievement. And now I have a free weekend to spend with her and connect… obviously, after being busy the last weeks with the dance project, something that is important to me right now!
Something that Graham hits upon in his essay is how you can only indirectly influence these thoughts. They are by design drifting thoughts. If you controlled them, they wouldn’t drift. His point was to be aware of them and realise when they are less than constructive. Of course, as with everything, awareness is the first step to making lasting change.
For example the essay highlights the wasted time aspect. Wasting time thinking about what I would call “drama” or sink holes. Graham specifically talks about money and disputes. Subjects with high reactivity. I would expanded it even to things out of your control. All these things get in the way of the creativity through expended energy. They are reactive subjects rather than productive. In the shower, being aware of these thoughts, I can take a moment to recognise them and be aware of where I am.
I’m going to keep observing my shower thoughts and journal them. I’ll update you all on what comes up and its meaning for me. I’m guessing it’s going to be interesting and good for a laugh, if not a mind blowing revelation.
Presence Workshop idea
Presence describes the unique quality we bring to the world.
Your presence is the most precious gift you can give to another human being.
Marshall B. Rosenberg
Description of the workshop:
Presence
What does it mean to embody mindfulness and presence in dance? How can we enhance our movement awareness through being present?
Embark on a transformative dance workshop exploring presence in the moment — the “now” where everything flows. Through improvisational tasks, games and sensory practices, we will discover our inner world, delving into its feelings, sensations, thoughts, impulses, and preferences. Our journey continues to examine the outer world stimulus and our connection to our environment with its dynamic changes. Guided by our newfound awareness, we will question the impact of our presence on both the inner and outer worlds, crafting a new “now"— a fresh, embodied experience that resonates with the present moment.
Join us in discovering the art of being truly present through movement and self-exploration.
With thanks to Ioulia Kokkokiou
Presence Project process
I was thinking a lot about how I work through a projects theme and process it
Presence process reflection
Created a list of questions about the subject of things I don’t know and problems to solve
Researched the subject directly and indirectly (other fields)
Talked to peers about their perspectives
Worked out what I find interesting in the theme and started to shape what I want to say
Worked on a theory/perspective and its connections
Created concepts and models in my head
Tried them out in the studio in exercises and tasks
Evaluated the results and examined the ideas anew
Kept those ideas that work and threw out those that didn’t
The ideas/concepts that did work I refined and collated
The results I used to structure a piece, as the base inspiration for a choreography
Found connections between the pieces
Explored in a choreographic setting the pieces, giving them meaning and space to breathe and grow
Now comes the moment where the joy of working on the completed choreography starts.
It is a constant process between the end of the first draft and the premiere. Refining, changing, bringing in new perspectives, experimenting each time. Playing, giving it life. In each moment I try to pick out what is important to me and expand these areas.
The choreography itself:
I choose to inspire through my work, engage and provoke thought.
I offer a perspective and a vision that others can experience and evaluate.
I desire to take people on an emotional journey through my creations.
I wish for people to connect - with the work, with each other
It’s physical, it’s emotional, it’s connected.
It’s brings artists together and has them express themselves in one moment.
It’s shares the ideas as a group and soon to an audience.
It is important to reach people with my work.
To be heard.
To be seen.
Visible.
Random thoughts on playing games
I love playing. It’s so natural and fun. There is so much creativity to it too. Experimentation and expression.
There are 3 types of playing: for something, against something or with something.
2 types of games: Finite and infinite games - Games to win and games to stay in the game.
Among others, two types of players: performers and creators - illusionists vs artists - people who think they know and people with true experience.
I love the idea from Twyla Tharp who expressed as she goes into the studio and she sees it as a blank canvas - endless possibilities of what to create.
What we create is an expression of lived experience. Just taking it that one step further. Each iteration a new step, a new try. It’s expansion and growth all happening before your eyes. Also in the physical body.
So in the dance creation process, there is the time to explore. This is the creative game the one where we are here to stay in the game. To keep creating, playing, finding new ideas. Working out the possibilities, trying new versions. No goals, just exploration.
Then we come to the second game with a goal - the output. A performance or a showing. An event dictated by time and expectations. It draws energy and focus together to express the learned information.
Yet a dance piece is a constant creation where playing with the movement is part of the game. It is always alive otherwise we could just put on the video.
Perfect doesn’t exist, but better than the last one does. Keep going, there is always a new improved version to make. Small steps and then large.
Even if the new one isn’t better, I now know the difference (or what doesn’t work)!
Present moment decisions
In a follow up to the ideas on Presence, one concept that captures me at the moment is the importance of all the small decisions that we make. The idea comes from Shane Parrishs’ book Clear Thinking.
His idea paraphrased is that the small decisions we make every moment, every day are ones that really count. Big decisions, which we place so much importance on, are meaningful yet relatively clear. It is the work we do each day that adds up and makes us who we are. Whether we spend time distracted or in the present moment, whether we choose to go to bed on time or stay up late once, doesn’t seem to matter so much in the present, but over time has a large effect. Small decisions added up over time become habits, affecting who we are and how we see the world.
In connecting that to the theme of presence, the present is really the only thing we can affect. Our actions don’t happen in the past or the future, they happen now. So never underestimate the power of small decisions in each moment, like choosing to be here or offer gratitude. It is really taking part in life, choosing to interact fully with the world around us. There great things can happen!